Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Getting Back

Hey Yall,

It's been a while. Sorry. I've been really busy with school...I don't think I've had this much homework since....well A.P. Calculus..lol.
Anyways. School is going well. Im doing really well in my Business classes. Which is good. I just recently sent in a MAJOR scholarship that will pay for almost all of the rest of my college starting next semester...that would be a major blessing, and a GREAT Christmas present...

Things are ok right now. Although school is going great, I've been struggling with other things. Some stuff happened between my best friend, Brice, and his mom, so he is staying at his dad's house. As a result, I haven't seen him in a month...it really stinks. So I miss him a lot and that kinda has me down. And for some reason lately, I have been really missing my great grandmother. It was really hard for me when she died, and for a while, I was having a hard time getting along. For some reason Ill have waves..I'll be doing fine, and then bam, it will hit me...I miss her so much it hurts. I think that maybe I miss her the most when I know she would be there to help me through the times that I need her. For example...Sunday I was having a really bad day.. I made my dad upset, and he was lecturing me..and I just started crying.. That night while he was down in the horse barn riding horses with some of our friends, I was just in my room... I had my scrapbook out that I made her one year for her birthday and was just looking at...I was hugging a quilt she had made me before she got sick, and I was just balling...I keep the quilt up in the closet, so when I got it out, it smelt like her...It brought back so many memories...I just hate she isn't here... It's so hard. But I know she wouldn't like me being sad...

Anyways. only about 20 school days left till Christmas break...and only 2 weeks till Thanksgiving break!!...
Im very excited..I need the break!!!

Well, I will try and start posting more often.
Until Next time,
Aubrey

Monday, April 27, 2009

Almost There!!!!

...I'm almost done with my freshman year of college...One final down, 3 to go!!..Yes. My first final was this morning @ 7:30!!..ugh. I've come to the conclusion that there really is no need to do anything school related @ that God-Forsaken hour of the morning!.. ;) anything else, I can deal with..but not school. My brain doesnt function that early....sooo...only 3 more finals!!...One online..so I get to use my book..and I have to take it this afternooon...and then one tomorrow and one Thursday..and then I am officially done!!! =)
I am so excited for summer!..Yes, I realize I have to work, but not in the evenings!!..I will be able to spend a whole bunch more time with my best friend, ANNNND my amazing cousin!!.Yes, I miss you greatly Jana dear!!.. ;)and I can't wait to see you!!
Speaking of spending time with my best friend, I got to yesterday!!!..I had a blast... There was a small church meeting/get-to-gether @ his house yesterday, and he didn't want to be bored..so he was like..COME OVER!!!..lol. so I did. we mostly ate..and messed around on the guitar...and after we finished with all that, we watched a little t.v...we were watching a movie, but he fell asleep, and then I did...lol. so much for that movie..lol...
..and it's another rainy day outside..but I like it today...lol. It's nice sometimes to enjoy a cloudy/rainy day...
I hope you have an amazing day as well!..
ttyl! =]
xoxo -Aubrey

Thursday, April 9, 2009

"...Can'tchya See It's Just Rainin...."

.."Ain't no need to go outside.."...A fantastic song by Jack Johnson, entitled Banana Pancakes...yes...A song about bananas and pancakes. Together. yumm. I don't know why I didn't think of it. If you haven't heard it. You should google and listen to it. Listen closely. It will make you laugh. I promise!..you should trust me with this one. ok. so after you listen to it. Let me know what you think.
Anyways. Everytime it rains I start singing this song. That is the reason I am being so persistent. Boy did it rain. It rained hard too!...and they had a tornado touch down in the town I went to high school in. Very scarey. My parents are ok. And Im pretty sure my best friend is, I just haven't been able to get ahold of him. I think he's sleeping. As I am sure most normal people are at this hour. =)
anyways. yes everyone/everything is fine. I am glad. I think that is about it. Only 11 more days of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!..yay!!!..I am so excited for this summer!...I have a lot of plans, and a lot of work..lol.
Well. I think I will retire to my bed now!.. Toodles! =)
XOXOXO

Thursday, April 2, 2009

So...It's been a while. =)

Im sorry it has been so long since I have last written. It feels like I've been busy..but I'm not sure I've actually got anything to show for it...So let's start @ the beginning.
School is going well. Only about 15 regular days left of school!!..and then finals week. But I think I will be done the Tuesday before the Friday that is the last day of school...I hope that made since...lol
Anyways. I've been sick the last week. A cough, sore throat, and runny nose. I'm feeling better, but I still have this stupid cough. =/ O well...it will be gone soon.
I am SOOOOO ready for the summer!..I like school, but I don't like living in the city. I LONG for home. It's terrible...The sad thing is I go home every Weekend and Once during the week...i think I just need a break from school..I love my friends here. But I miss spending random days with my best friend @ home...=/ haha. we went dumpster diving last night @ church!..that was an adventure!!.. I loved it!...
This weekend is college weekend, and there are A LOT of prospective students here...A LOT!!!!!!!...lol. I feel like I'm being overrun with high schoolers.
Everything else is going good. Im raising a bottle calf, and her name is Charlie..I think I might also be getting another one..I will name her Walter. I laugh @ my names!!..every time.

Recently my youth pastor and praise and worship pastor have been fired. So my best friend and I are now leading praise and worship. This is a chore, but I believe that if we are faithful, God will bless us abundantly...
I also recently killed my phone. But it's ok. The insurance replaced it...but i knocked off a pillow while i was sleeping. the pillow hit my glass of water, which spilled over on my phone that was charging...
I guess I only have one thing really left...
The Easter Lily's have been blooming the last couple of weeks...I am certain they are my favorite flower..Of course there's a story behind that. =) I hope you don't mind me telling it!...So here goes. My great grandmother that passed away last year, well the lane that leads to her house, is fenced on either side; The fence encompasses the yard. On one side of the lane, the fence is lined with Easter Lily's (a.k.a Daffodils.) Ever since I can remember, we would always pick a bouquet of Daffodils, and she would always display them proudly on her table. When she got too old to go out and pick them, I would go pick them for her. I was always so happy that she wanted to put my flowers on her table. Last year, she was in the assisted living about this time; the time when the daffodils bloomed. So I picked some and brought them to her. Even though she wasn't responding a lot, I remember her loving the flowers..She proudly had me put them in a vase on her bedside table...and I was once again happy..I guess daffodils were one of our special things...We had a lot of special things... This year when I started seeing the flowers, I was happy. I saw them for several weeks, and with every passing glance, I thought of her. I had planned on picking some and putting them on her grave, but I haven't. And now, I'm pretty sure they're gone for this year; the snow and cold weather got them. I think maybe I was afraid of picking them this year, and not being able to have them proudly displayed on her table... and that is heartbreaking.
But my Lily's will be back next year, and that is promising... =)

Well, I have to go take a test online. I promise to start blogging more!..
xoxo -A-

Monday, February 23, 2009

When I Grow Up....(Dream Big.)

Most kids have usually said these words, "When I Grow Up...". I have been pondering lately, and I have come to the conclusion that these kids are smart; they know how to dream. I think the problem with a lot of people these days is they don't know how to do this. They have gotten caught up with everyday matters, and lost sight of their dreams... This happens to be one of my favorite things to do. In fact I would love share the list of things that I dream about for when, "I Grow Up." So if your willing, let me take you on a journey; a journey of what's to come. Hopefully you'll see the picture as I see it.

..So. My dreams are a little different from when I was 4. Then, me and my friend had dreams of being mermaids. I have since then revised my plans and this is what I want. When I Grow Up, I don't want to have to worry about what the economy is going through. I am a daughter of the most high God; He's going to take care of all of my needs...(I have nothing to worry about.) I want to be more than financially stable; I want to be able to give back and sow seeds into God's kingdom. He paid the ultimate price for me, it's the least I can do. The other part of being financially stable is I can live a luxurious life; yes, as my parents can testify, I like the finer, more expensive things in life.
You might ask me how I aquired all this money, and three scenerios come to mind immediately. One, I won the 100-some-odd million dollar lottery. But since I don't gamble, we can rule this possibility out. Number Two, my great-grandmother, left me a large inheritance when she passed, that nobody knows about yet, and I don't find out for a while. Or Number Three, the most likely possibility; I work my butt off in my own clinic as a therapist..(and make some big bucks might I add. ;] )
I would like to be able to travel anywhere in the world that I desire. To be able to take my family on crusies, to go to NYC occassionally, to Hawaii, and to Disney World multiple times. Yes, we will have many family vacations.
So far, I have shown you some of the luxurious things I would love to have. Let's contunue on. I want to live in a huge house. I want it to be one that you would see in Better Homes and Gardens; one shown on HGTV. And, I can't wait to decorate all of it!!!...(If my Best Friend from pre-school becomes an interior designer, then I'm gonna ask her to help me!!.lol. ;D ..thanks Kels!)...I want a huge kitchen so I can cook a wonderful dinner every night!...I want beautiful, Cherry hardwood floors...And a three car garage. I plan on having my husband's car, the sports car (hopefully black Porsche), and my cerulean blue metallic colored Lexus RX 10 parked in the garage. I want a beautiful living room that has a big screen t.v., a leather couch, and a Black Steinway Grand Piano in it.
Picture this..a lot of land in the country. With a beautiful stone house. This is the outside of my cute maison..(house.) Now picture the yard...beautiul flower beds in front of the house...a huge green lawn with a cute little fence. Soft green grass that is so thick and lucious. A back yard with the same green grass, flower beds, a tree house for the kids, and a swimming pool. Laying on one of the shaded lounge seats is my black and white Siberean Husky that I have had since the day I graduated college. Her name is Maya.
Enough with the house and yard, let's move on to the kids. I once made a bet with my best friend Brice. I bet him $20 that I would adopt my kids, and not have them myself. Well. I guess I wasn't at the point in my life where I thought that little kids are TOOOO CUTE and WAAAAAAY adorable. I have since changed my point of view and now have 2 girl and boy names picked out.... I'm not really sure at the moment If wanna have that many children, but if I do end up having that many, I have their names. Ava Monroe, Adelynn (not sure bout middle name yet.) Nikolai, Cade (those middle names are secrets...my knowledge only!..lol. I want them to have beautiul brown, curly hair..... I believe Brice has won this bet, we just won't tell him yet.. ;)
To have these kids, I believe things must be done God's way. I must first be married!!..I'm gonna have an outrageoulsy beautiful wedding!...I can picture it now...but that's a whole 'nother story in itself. ;) But really, I can't wait to be married!...I want to have a special guy that loves me for me. That needs me as much as I need him...I want to hold hands just because we can...I want to be in love..It would really be nice now, but the one thing they don't tell you; When he comes, it will be worth the wait. Ya. I don't mind at all waiting for God's timing; waiting for that guy.
As much as I want all of these things, the number one thing in my life has to be God, and my relationship with him. I have to work with him first, but I do believe He will give me the desires of my heart one day.
So, Im sorry it's so long..But I thank you for those of you who have taken time out of your day to read this. Little kids always dream and say when I grow up; I think more adults should take lessons from kids and never stop dreaming. So. This is what I dream about for when I grow up. Hope you enjoyed my dreams and I would love to hear about yours. ;)
Keep the Faith,
God Bless and have a wonderful day.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I have....

...come to a conclusion...a very good one at that..or @ least so I think...Anyways..I have come to the conclusion that life would be better if I didn't have to go to school, and got to live on the farm all the time...For those of you who are jumping the gun, don't worry; I have every intention of finishing school (Undergrad, Masters, and perhaps Ph.D.)...but I would love nothing more than be able to spend all my time on the farm, rather than going to all these boring classes. Now don't get me wrong, not all of them are boring. My psych class, is very interesting, and I'm glad I'm in it.....French the same way..but just about the rest of them are making me go crazy.( Not that there's really that far to get there!)..lol. but anywho. Wouldn't my time be much better spent being productive, than it would be sitting in a lecture that everyone is suffering through!...hahah. I think so...Of course, once I get to take classes that are actually related to my major next year, I think I will be much more enthralled...But for now, I'd rather be feeding cows, and practicing my psychology on them!..hahah. (wouldn't that be funny.)...or another random thought..I could pursue my first lifelong dream that I can remember having...(me and my first best friend I ever had.)...I'll become a mermaid!!!!!!!!!!!! =) hahah. The LIttle mermaid was our favorite movie!!..anyways..sorry about the randomness...But i will soon be full of motivation again!..Tomorrow is Friday, and I am going home to the farm!!!!!!!!....
Toodles to all!...and next time I promise not to be so discombobulated!!..hehe. ;)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

...The Love Bug...blugggh!

Ok...so forgive me ahead of time, as I plan on going on a rampage to let go of some of my feelings. I have come to the conclusion that Valentine's Day could be the most stupid holiday that we as humans have come up with yet. I mean, it has become another day that, starting the day after Christmas, advertises candy, stuffed animals, flowers, and other "romantic stuff" to "Woo" our sweathearts.We go out and spend, perhaps, hundreds of dollars on material things that can only be used while we're here on earth. First of all, if we have a "better half" to celebrate this "love day" with, why can't we do it without spending huge sums of money??..I mean it is so much more romantic if the gift you give comes from the heart, not the pocket book; for me @ least, it would seem like the gift was much more personal if the guy didn't spend a great deal of money. A simple home cooked meal by the fire place, or an original song composed by your sweetie would more than do the trick... now this seems very, very romantic to me...but then again, that's just me.
But If in a relationship shouldn't we show our love and appreciation to our "significant other" every day of the year, and not just one day that is set aside?? Shouldn't we have multiple (yet unofficial) Valentine's Days throughout the year??" Now, like I said, forgive me. I can see exceptions to this holiday, for example, a husband and wife who have multiple children, all under the ages of 10. In this case, yes, I can see where this specific day would be romantic; a chance to get away from the kids for a little while and have a much needed date night. But for high school students, and even college students (who unless are engaged) should we really waste our time and money on this??..Im not so sure.

You know, I've come to college (but it started in high school), and everyone is looking for someone to spend the rest of their lives with. Everyone seems in such a rush to get married, and have their lives planned out. Well, I have a question. What is so wrong with being single??..I've come to the conclusion, that nothing is wrong with this, and in fact there is nothing like it. Don't get me wrong, It would be amazing to have someone special to celebrate this holiday with, and someday I will; but this year I don't, so no big deal. I've seen a lot of people here @ school that think they are in love. Now I have no doubt that some of them truly are. But I also believe that the rest of them are just "in love" with the idea of being "in love." I hope that makes sense.

Why can't we single people just enjoy our time alone. I heard a speaker say @ a convention this past weekend, that God made all of our feelings, including lonliness.. But He made this feeling so that when we would feel that way, we would run to our Father in Heaven. We would read our Bibles, and spend time in prayer with Him. It got me to really thinking. If I don't spend enough time working on my relationship with my Heavenly Father, and making it work, how should I expect an earthly relationship with that special man to work??..You know, I have dreams for my life, and they include my wedding, marriage, and the rest of my future that goes along with it..And if they are according to God's word, I have no doubt, that He will fulfill my hearts desire. But why rush things?
So I have made a decision. I am going to stop wasting my times on guys. I've cut back already, but I need to do so even more. I'm not going to worry about the perfect guy for me. When I've come to the point in my relationship with God where I am 100% sure that He always is my first priority, I believe that God will work things out with my special guy.

So this note started out as a "Valentine's Day Hate Mail"..and gradually turned into a thinking and decision making process. For everyone who has a special someone to share Valentine's Day with. Go ahead, have fun with your night out on the town. My most sincere wishes... As for me, I will be watching Mall Cop, and enjoying popcorn and m&m's with my best friend; remembering that God is the main man in my life and will always be.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Another Day

So. Today was a pretty normal day...lol. Woke up, went to classes, and now Im sitting in my dorm room eating my dinner. Like I said pretty normal. Not really a whole lot to share. Sorry I haven't written lately. I have been kinda busy. What with school and everything. And then this past weekend, I went to a leadership conference with my youthgroup. Now that was fun. I got to spend time with some of the most important people in my life.
Now. Im sitting here, catching up with you, and watching the weather. All of Green Country is under a tornado watch. And I got a little worried, so I just got off the phone with my dad. It might be funny what I was worried about...I asked him if my car got hail damage if the insurance would replace it...or if it got swept away by a tornado, if I would get a new one. No need to worry..lol.
So like I said nothing really new. Just thought I would update everybody. I did get my braces off last Monday. Now that was exciting!...I go back tomorrow to get my retainer to wear @ night. hmm. o well.
I do however find myself wishing summer was here. Not to worry though, only 79 days till Im done with my freshman year!.
So, that's about it!..
ttyl!.
Keep the Faith! =D
XOXO, Aubrey

Friday, January 16, 2009

Does It Ever.....

...get any easier. It's been over eight months since my great grandmother died. Yet, I still miss her terribly. I think Im getting over her passing, and then Ill see a picture of me with her, and I just start balling like a big baby. I mean It's not as bad as when she first died. That was terrible. I would actually have classified myself as a person in a state of depression for a couple of weeks. I cried myself to sleep every night for a while. Yes, that was terrible. And I do know that I shouldn't be sad, because Ill get to see her again someday; and Im so grateful for that. But I think of all the good times that we had together, and I can't help be sad. I mean I spent A LOT of my childhood with her, and a lot of my memories involve her. And it's hard to think that I don't get to make anymore with her. I remember this story very distinctly. My aunt asked her one time if it ever got any easier after my great grandpa died. (this was about 10 years after) Grandma responded no. Now I know they were married, and that is a big difference from being her grand-daughter. but still.
Well I do believe that eventually I will be able to look at a picture of us and not cry. The question being when. They say that time heals everything. And with a lot of help from God, I believe this will be true. Someday the hole in my heart will not be as big as it is today. And I do thank God for that.


Sorry about my rampage there. I was having a moment.
In other news, School is going well, although, Im just ready for summer. That's all there is to it. And it is SOOOOO cold here!!..I mean single digits!..and we had a little snow. hmm. That's how I feel about it. I told dad yesterday "Bring on summer and hay baling!" You know that it's bad when Im begging to work. lol. ;)
And...I also get my braces off in like 16 days or so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Im so excited!..Im gonna eat corn on the cob for the first time in like 2 years!!!!!!!!!!!!
..I also went dancing last night. It was mainly a practice session thing that Krystine and I did with one of our good friends. It was so much fun!..I hadn't danced since I think before Thanksgiving!.It was good!...
well. Chapel is in a little while, so I better go get ready!. Toodles. Have a wonderful weekend!!!!! =)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Back to School.

Well. I had a wonderful Christmas break. I got to spend time with most of my family members, and see ones that I hadn't seen in a while. It was good. New Year's Eve was A BLAST!!..I spent it with all of my friends from home @ my youth pastor's house!...It was so much fun, and I have so many memories just from that one night!... =) anyways. Then on New Year's Day my cousin wanted me to come help her redo her room....well. that was fun. let's just say, that I was VERY tired, and she did more work than I did!! ;)
Anyways, the rest of the break was awesome, I really enjoyed getting to hang out with all of my friends from church. Especially my bestest friend!!.. He's amazing!... ;)
SO now, I am back @ school. At the very moment, doing nothing...lol. who'dathunkit??!! probably gettin ready to watch a movie!.. funfun! =)
But I do have a relativly hard schedule...not hard, but Im gonna like it!! =) well. That movie is calling me. TTYL! ;)

Friday, December 12, 2008

Home Sweet Home.

=)
I am ecstatic about being at home. As we speak, or as I type rather, I am enjoying some homemade party mix at my Papa and Mimi's house. mmmm. yummy! =)
This is the beginning of a very long break that involves a LOT of food. hmm. I better start excercising again before I go back to school! hehe. =P
(the dreaded HPE will get me if I don't!!>>HPE=Health and Physical Exercise)..BLAGGH!!!
anyways. I've been home for 3 days now and loved every bit of it! On Wed. I ran around with my dad, had lunch, and then went to my old high school. I saw my old choir teacher and talked with her for a little bit. The choir was practicing the Messiah chorus, one of the songs we sang @ my Christmas choir concert @ school!..It was pretty funny...so anyways.. I visited my old school, and was very excited to see everyone!!...I was also there to pick up 3 of my friends that also go to the same church(youth group) as I do...My best friend being among them!!!! =) hehe. I was so excited to see him, it was ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO..we bascically jammed out in my car on the way to church...it was awesome!!...I was in much need of jamming time!!..=)
so then we just hung out with our youth pastor with @ church...I got to play the piano with them for praise and worship..I love worshipping the Lord with the talents he has blessed me with!!..(just thought I'd throw that in there...)
Then on Thursday, I picked Brice up from school, and we went to the youth building...we had to wait a couple of hours till band practice, for church on Sunday, was ready to start, so we watched one of our favorite movies on my laptop...AUGUST RUSH!!!...If you're a musician you understand!
And today, I went to the farm show in Tulsa with my dad and grandpa...we had fun..we walked down EVERY asile...and Im NOT exaggerating either..But the real reason I went was for the fresh squeezed lemonade they had..it was SOOOOOOOO amazing..well that and to spend time with my dad and gpa...
Well..just thought I'd give you a play by play!!hahah.
...Now Im sitting here typing, and getting distracted by the Chronicles of Narnia on t.v., and waiting for my dad to take me to eat!..hehe. yup. exercise needed definitly!! =)
Nothing better than HOME SWEET HOME!
So, I guess Ill let you go...ttyl! =)

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'll Be Home For Christmas....



..I just absolutly love Christmas songs...as you can see by the past few titles of my blogs!!.. =)


Anyways..as you may have guessed, I'll Be Home For Christmas!!!.. (TOMORROW!!!)..that's right, I get to go home tomorrow!...I'm all done with my finals!!!!!!!!!!Thank the Lord!!!!!!!!!!!...The only thing I have left to do is tonight,..the Christmas choir I'm in is singing @ a local high school...It should be ok, although I would much rather go see a movie that my friends are going to watch...But O Well..This will be the last time for a month that I'll get to see my Choir buddies!..=/ I am gonna miss them...O I just remembered that I do have to turn a paper in tomorrow, but it's done, so that's no biggie!




As for Christmas, I am very excited, yet anxious about it this year. As you all know, My parents are divorced, and my father and I are doing Christmas a little different this year; starting new traditions I guess you could say...For example, my mom never liked having a real Christmas tree, but I love real trees!!..So, on Friday, me and my dad are going to go chop one down!! =) Although Im looking forward to that, Im not looking forward to having to go to 2 different houses to have Christmas with my parents. My mom also wants me to come spend the night sometime at her house while Im on break; part of my wants to, but another part of me doesn't know if I can handle it...Im still praying about it...Please pray for me to!!!


Also, This is the first Christmas without my grandmother...I hope this isn't very hard to deal with, although, I get tears in my eyes just thinking about it... hmm. anyways..I remind myself of all the great memories that I have with her, and Im ok... I found this poem somewhere, and I liked it so much, that I put it in my quote book and Im thinking about reading it @ Christmas time...It helps me put a smile on my face about Christmas this year.... Ill post it at the end, hope you enjoy it..


Anyways...Im also looking forward to the regular holiday traditions that my family has!!..Christmas Eve Morning=Christmas with Papa and Mimi(Sylvia)...I love thinking of new gifts to make for Papa, because I am the orneriest with him, so my gifts are usually very ornery...and I have an exceptionally good one this year!! Then we(the family) enjoy very good lunch, stuffing ourselves full up to the top claiming that we will, "Never be able to eat again," or my personal favorite, "I don't think I'll ever be able to move!!" We then procede on to opening presents, and spend time talking with the aunts, uncles, cousins, we haven't see in a while...We have a great time...Then on Christmas Eve, we make our way up to Mama's house, pack everyone in to the small, yet cozy, living room, and even after proclaiming that we will never eat again, we some how manage to find room in our stomach for 2 helpings of lasagna, 2/3 pieces of garlic bread, salad, and a huge portion of Mississippi Mud for desert...After everybody has stuffed theirselves again, someone reads the Christmas story from Luke 2...we take turns reading outloud every year, and I believe that it is Jana's turn this year if I am not mistaken..anyways...we read the story to remind us the true reason for the season!!..Jesus Christ...I love this tradition.. then of course, we procede on to the presents...the little kids making out with gifts like little bandits. The funny part is that the kids get the toys, and the parents end up playing with them!!(putting them together!) =) And sometimes, if anyone is feeling brave, someone will turn on the t.v. and try to watch, It's a Wonderful Life!!.(My favorite Christmas movie!!)




Well, I guess this was a longer post than expected...but I'm so excited for Christmas!! =)


So, I better be getting ready for my choir concert!...Merry Christmas everyone!!..ttyl! =)








Christmas in Heaven


I see the countless CHRISTMAS TREES
around the world below,
with tiny lights like HEAVEN’S STARS
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so SPECTACULAR
please wipe away that tear
for I am spending CHRISTMAS
WITH JESUS CHRIST this year.


I hear the many CHRISTMAS SONGS
that people hold so dear
but the SOUND OF MUSIC can't compare
with the CHRISTMAS CHOIR up here.


I have no words to tell you
of the JOY their voices bring
for it is beyond description
to HEAR THE ANGELS SING.



I know HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME,
I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending CHRISTMAS
WITH JESUS CHRIST this year.


I can't tell you of the SPLENDOR
or the PEACE here in this place
Can you just imagine CHRISTMAS
WITH OUR SAVIOR face to face



I'll ask him to LIFT YOUR SPIRIT
as I tell him of your love
so then PRAY FOR ONE ANOTHER
as you lift your eyes above.


Please let your HEARTS BE JOYFUL
and let your SPIRIT SING
for I am spending CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN
and I’m walking WITH THE KING





Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Baby It's Cold Outside!!!

ahhh!!..I think it be a little chilly outside!!...It reminds me of one of my favorite Christmas songs...Baby It's Cold Outside!!...I find this song extremely hilarious, yet I don't know why!!..But what I found funnier was as I was walking to Saga for lunch today (saga=cafeteria) they were playing it on the speakers outside..I find this ironic, because it is cold outside today!!..The wind is really bad!!..But anyways..they were playing the version that has Frank Sinatra singing..Old Blue Eyes..how I love to hear him sing...but I kinda started dancing by myself...Swing Dancing to be exact..I was so excited to hear the song!!.. =) Yes, I am a dork, and I never claimed to be normal...so I didn't lie, and Im telling the truth!!!
In other news, it seems like all I do lately is sing, sing, sing, and write papers. Singing is wonderful, papers not so much!!.. =P
Today was Christmas chapel, and the Christmas choir I am in, sang, along with several of the other choirs. We sand 3 of our songs. The Jazz and Wind Ensemble also preformed in chapel today, and they were really good as well. But I think the most amazing part was my piano teacher...he played a piano solo, and my jaw dropped open...again. He played it for me yesterday during my lesson. Anyways, he is really good..he was bustin out some 1/64th notes!!..Not even kidding!...hmm.
Anyways, I have been singin ALL week..we had Oratorio (christmas) choir practice on Monday, had Christmas chapel today, have practice tomorrow, the ORU Family Christmas program Friday, practice again on Sunday, and then we preform Monday nite @ one of the area high schools. This is a really busy week; it is considered dead week, the week before finals, but in all reality it's HOPPIN!...and I only have 2 finals next week, but they will be over by Monday!..yay!!!..My RA is checking me out of my room for this semester on Tuesday and I will be on my way home!!..For almost a month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u believe it!!..IM SO EXCITED!!...
anyways..I better go, I have Oral Comm in 30 min.!!..(btw, I made an A on my persuasive speech!! =])

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Back in The Groove of Things..

So. I've been back in OK since Saturday afternoon. If you can recall, I spent my Thanksgiving with one of my friedns and her family in Pennsylvania. She is from NC but has some relatives in PA so her family decided to go up there for Thanksgiving. It was so much fun!..I got to meet her stepdad ( who was hilarious), her sister (she was pretty cool), her aunt, 2 cousins, and I got to see her mom again. Her mom is so sweet. Anyways. Thanksgiving dinner was sooo good!..OMG. I didnt stuff myself, but I definitly ate my share!!!.. =) I enjoyed PA so much. It was so pretty. THere were a lot of Amish farms and people there. And I enjoyed my first real Philly Cheese Steak Sandwich!!..THAT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!...I would get on an airplane right now to go get another one if I could! ...
anyways so we got up VERY VERY early on Sat. morning to come home and were back by 10:30 in the morning. My aunt, cousin, and 2 little cousins picked me up @ the airport. I was so glad to see them!..I was afraid I wasn't gonna get to see my older cousin till Christmas. So my aunt dropped us off back here @ ORU and I decided @ the spur of the moment to go home for the rest of the weekend. So I ran upstairs changed clothes and was on my way!!...Im so glad I went home. I got to hunt w/ my dad and his friend for a little while(although I fell asleep for about an hour cuz I was so tired) and then we went to his friend's house for supper and most importantly to watch the OU/OSU game!!..BOOMER SOONER baby!!!... =) that's right..OU won(of course) and is playing in the Big 12 game this Sat. Nite!!....
While I was home I also got to see all my friends @ church...I miss them so much!!...We went to eat after church, and I also ran into 2 of my friends from High School that were on the football team. I talked to them for a little bit, I was very excited to see them as well!!.. =)

Other than that, not much is going on here. Studying for finals, singing, playing the piano. The usual really. Oh, I have encountered a new series that I really enjoy reading and have become quite intrigued(spelling?) with....that would be the Twilight series. It is so good!!..I have read the 1st 3 books, and Im reading the 4th book right now..I have also seen the movie twice and plan on seeing it @ least once if not twice over Christmas break. It is so good!!!... =)
Anyways. That is about it. TTYL!!! =)
Keep the Faith!
XOXO-Aubrey

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

So!!..lol.
Today has been pretty good...not really a whole lot going on lately...Practicing like Crazy for my women's choir and Christmas concert!!..Good thing I LOVE singing!!!....
I get my grade for my persuasive speech tomorrow. Be praying for me!!!..lol. I really need this grade to be a good one...
Other than that..not much...getting ready for Thanksgiving...o and I've been missing my bestest friend like CRAZY this week...I don't know why..But i sure do miss him!!...
welp. I probably won't get to write again till next week. My women's concert tonight and then Im going home this weekend!!!!

Keep It real!...And Keep the Faith.
Peace out! =)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

That's What's Up! =)

So. Today I gave my persuasive speech!...It honestly wasn't bad at all!!..If I do say so myself...Although I did have some help from my mom so I could get a good grade on it!..lol. But it was worth 500 points althogether!!...that's a lot seeins how we only get about 2000 pts in the whole class!..anyways..I changed the topic of it to The Importance of Parental Review Committees in Public Schools!!!..I will post my outline down below after I finish writing..That way if you want to read it you can..but if u don't want to, u don't have to!!.. =)
Anyways...Next week is Thanksgiving which I am super excited for!!..As I do love to eat!.. But Friday night is our women's choir concert!!...I am looking forward to this very much because a lot of my friends and family are coming to it!..My favorite part would happen to be the song that we are singing in Latin!!!...=) I can sing in Latin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isn't that so cool!!!!!!
Other than that, not much going on lately.
Ya know, singing, dacning, playing the piano...eating, sleeping, movies, procrastinating homework, and then doing very well under pressure!..pretty much the life of a college student! =) nightey nite!


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PERSUASIVE SPEECH


Title: Importance of Parental Review Committees in Public Schools

Proposition of :This is a proposition of Policy because it states an issue, and the solution that should be put into place.

Specific Speech Purpose: To persuade the audience why it is important to have a parental review committee of text books and curriculum in public schools.
Introduction: Imagine as a parent, your child coming home saying that they’ve seen pornography. Not on the street corner or in a store, but rather in one of their classrooms. As a child who went through the public school system, I understand firsthand how difficult it can be to maintain Christian values with opposition of selective school curriculum. Today I challenge you to consider the benefit for a parental review committee of selected classroom materials in public schools.
Transition: These committees are beneficial for not only the child, but the Christian community, and the school district as well.
Body Outline:
I- The children of the schools would benefit from the parental review committee because the curriculum being used would be balanced in what it taught instead of being one-sided.

A- Most public school curriculums involve required reading, where the children do not get to choose what they do and don’t read.
1- According to the website Education Seek, Christian parents prefer sending their kids to private schools because they are almost always in a Christian environment (Christian Schools, Education Seek).
2- The children are able to learn what is needed for life, and handle any situations that are thrown their way.
3- They can continue to grow in their beliefs and further develop their values as Christians.
4- By contrast in the public schools, students are required to complete reading assignments and classroom activities that are selected by a teacher for the entire district.
B- An example of this selection process comes from my life. The summer before my sophomore year, my A.P. English class was assigned a book to read over the break entitled Bless Me Ultima. Being the great, overachieving student I am, I waited till about three weeks before school started to even pick the book up off the floor, let alone start reading it. I got approximately halfway through the book when I began to discover things that I didn’t think I really should be reading. The book was full of witchcraft; not only did it talk about it, but it also gave instructions on how to perform it. I immediately took the book to my parents who, I might add, were infuriated. They then proceeded to take the book to the school board to have it taken off of the required reading list. Long story short, only after about two months, and the backing of approximately 500 parents and people from my church and community did the school board decide to take the book of the list.
Transition: When it comes to their beliefs and values, the Christian community can have a tremendous effect on decisions made within the school district.
II- By involving more Christians, and placing them on the review committee, the Christian community, as a whole, would have more say about what was going on in their local schools.
A- As referenced by their online website, the Technical Journal found that approximately 90% of people surveyed would prefer to have the theory of evolution and the Creation story taught in public school systems (Bergman, "Teaching Creation in Public Schools”).
1-My personal belief goes back to Genesis 1:1 when the Bible states, “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth (Bible, Genesis 1:1).”
2-Although my beliefs are of the Creation story, to keep the balance of the curriculum, as stated before hand, the theory of evolution would also have to be at least explained.
B- According to the Constitutional Conflict Website, the evolution vs. intelligent design case controversy in Dover Pennsylvania of 2005 demonstrates the influence the Christian community can have while in the school district. Originally the school only taught the theory of evolution excluding the Creation Theory. The parents took the issue before the school board and it eventually wound up in the state supreme court resulting in a six week trial (Exploring Constitutional Conflicts, The Evolution controversy). The outcome of the trial stated that the biology teachers of Dover High School in Pennsylvania were required to explain Darwin’s theory along with the definition of a theory (Kitzmiller v. Dover). They were also required to say that “Intelligent Design differs from Darwin’s point of view and is an explanation of the origin of life (Kitzmiller v. Dover).”
Transition: That was a result of the public outcry of the Christian community that kept Christian students within the public school system.
III- The parent review committee recommends curriculum which complements the students families morals and values, which ultimately maintains the student population in the district.
A-Maintaining or increasing the student population within the district preserves revenue within the school district.
1- It the students leave because they aren’t happy with the curriculum the revenue decreases and the local economy and community suffers.
B-When interviewed the chairman of the Johnson O’Malley committee for Vinita Public Schools, in Vinita OK, stated that, “The School District received $160,000 in revenue in 2008 due to a 38% Native American student population(Cheryl Crawford, Vinita School District JOM chariman).”
1- If the Native American population were to decrease, because they were not happy with the school curriculum, the amount of money, received by the school, would decrease as well.
Transition: By installing a parental review committee, the curriculum in the school would be made satisfactory to everyone.
Conclusion: Today you have heard why the parental committee would be beneficial for the students of the public school system, how the committee could have a positive effect on the Christian community and how the parent group would support the school’s district by maintaining the student population. As young men and women of God, in the future, please consider implementing or serving on a parental review committee within your public school district to maintain the beliefs and values that we hold as Christians.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Speech!

Ok. So I really hate to public speak..I can, and for the most part I do a good job, but I hate to!...
But I did really well on my Informative speech, and now we are working on our Persuasive Speech. Im really excited to get to do this speech beacuse I have picked an interesting topic; The Importance of a Nucular (spelling?) Family...basically why a divorce is destructful...
I havent spent very much time researching-only about an hour so far-and already I've found a bunch of information; a lot coming from James Dobson's organization Focus on the Family. I love this organization because they give a Christian view/advice/perspective on everything.
Anyways, that's a sneak peek of my persuasive speech.
We also recently had an Oral Comm. test..(Oral Communications=Speech)..and I got a 94 on it!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ...that made me VERY VERY VERY happy!!


SO now. Im doing nothing. Sitting in my dorm room, procrastinating more research, debating wether or not to take a nap, and wondering what time I should go eat.
Yes. I guess you could say, the life of a college student.
God Bless. =)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Thanksgiving!!!!!

SO!!..my friend Krystine's family is going to Pennsylvania for Thanksgiving...and they called her and told her to buy a ticket so she could go too...They also said that it would be ok if she were to invite me if she wanted!!..
SOOOOO!!!!!!!!...Im going to Pennsylvania for Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!!!!..Im so excited!..That's one of the states that I've never been too!...

anyways!..
nothing else really
gettin ready to fix my schedule for next semester..and then some homework
...just the life of a college student!! =)

Monday, November 10, 2008

A Rainy Day..

So today has been a VERY rainy day...all I wanted to do was climb under the covers and watch movies...unfortunatly I had class!!!...It was also VERY cold outside today...which isn't good. If it keeps on raining, and the temperature continues to drop, it will start snowing!!!!!..That's not really what I want to do with my weekend... =/
Anyways. Not much is happening around here. I went Blues Dancing last night..I am growing to love it more and more which seems impossible!!!!!...and one of the really good guys and girls thought I was doing excellent, which was super exciting to hear!!.. =)

So I talked to my dad about changing majors...Right now Im majoring in Worship Arts...but I've been thinking and praying about Psychology for about 3 weeks to a month now...I find human behavior very interesting, and It's been on my heart a lot lately. Im going to get a degree plan sheet on Wednesday so I can reorganize my schedule for next semester. I will have to take a foreign language, and Im going to take French...im so excited about this!!.I've wanted to learn French for a LONG time...I think it is such a pretty language...

Anyways, not much else going on...Eat, Sleep, Go to class, Dance and Homework...pretty much the life of a college student!! =)

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Around campus...






So here are a few pictures around campus. I don't have very many right now, but will try and take some more sometime soon. The campus is so beautiful, although they are doing a lot of construction around here at the moment. The picture on the left is of the Timko Barton (T.B.) building. This is the music building where most of my classes take place. The picture below on the right is of the Prayer Tower, which is in the background, and the T.B. again. And the picture below on the left is of T.B. while walking from my dorm.

Anyways. Life is great. I went Blues Dancing last night!!..It was so much fun!. I love to dance, and have a new passion for it...I want to dance all the time now... In fact we are going again tonight, and probably tomorrow night as well!!.. =)

It's a lot of fun when you get a guy who actually knows how to dance..They make you feel like you know what you are doing...and they make you look good!...

In other news..(this is a little late)...we have a new president-elect...Barak Obama..hmm. Im not exactly thrilled with the outcome..(I voted for Senator McCain)...but I know that God is in control..He will take care of his people...although I don't like the fact Mr. Obama won, the Bible says pray for your leaders...so that's what I continue to do....And I am alive to see history made...an African American president...that's pretty exciting... One of the teacher's found a quote that describes the situation well... "Rosa sat so Martin could walk. Martin walked so Barak could run."..it refers to Rosa parks not giving up her seat on the bus...so Martin Luther KingJr. could walk for peace/equality....so Barak Obama could run for president.

Anyways..the first basketball games are today...So I better get going..they start pretty soon..then Blues Dancing!....

P.S. GO EAGLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)