Friday, December 12, 2008

Home Sweet Home.

=)
I am ecstatic about being at home. As we speak, or as I type rather, I am enjoying some homemade party mix at my Papa and Mimi's house. mmmm. yummy! =)
This is the beginning of a very long break that involves a LOT of food. hmm. I better start excercising again before I go back to school! hehe. =P
(the dreaded HPE will get me if I don't!!>>HPE=Health and Physical Exercise)..BLAGGH!!!
anyways. I've been home for 3 days now and loved every bit of it! On Wed. I ran around with my dad, had lunch, and then went to my old high school. I saw my old choir teacher and talked with her for a little bit. The choir was practicing the Messiah chorus, one of the songs we sang @ my Christmas choir concert @ school!..It was pretty funny...so anyways.. I visited my old school, and was very excited to see everyone!!...I was also there to pick up 3 of my friends that also go to the same church(youth group) as I do...My best friend being among them!!!! =) hehe. I was so excited to see him, it was ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO..we bascically jammed out in my car on the way to church...it was awesome!!...I was in much need of jamming time!!..=)
so then we just hung out with our youth pastor with @ church...I got to play the piano with them for praise and worship..I love worshipping the Lord with the talents he has blessed me with!!..(just thought I'd throw that in there...)
Then on Thursday, I picked Brice up from school, and we went to the youth building...we had to wait a couple of hours till band practice, for church on Sunday, was ready to start, so we watched one of our favorite movies on my laptop...AUGUST RUSH!!!...If you're a musician you understand!
And today, I went to the farm show in Tulsa with my dad and grandpa...we had fun..we walked down EVERY asile...and Im NOT exaggerating either..But the real reason I went was for the fresh squeezed lemonade they had..it was SOOOOOOOO amazing..well that and to spend time with my dad and gpa...
Well..just thought I'd give you a play by play!!hahah.
...Now Im sitting here typing, and getting distracted by the Chronicles of Narnia on t.v., and waiting for my dad to take me to eat!..hehe. yup. exercise needed definitly!! =)
Nothing better than HOME SWEET HOME!
So, I guess Ill let you go...ttyl! =)

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'll Be Home For Christmas....



..I just absolutly love Christmas songs...as you can see by the past few titles of my blogs!!.. =)


Anyways..as you may have guessed, I'll Be Home For Christmas!!!.. (TOMORROW!!!)..that's right, I get to go home tomorrow!...I'm all done with my finals!!!!!!!!!!Thank the Lord!!!!!!!!!!!...The only thing I have left to do is tonight,..the Christmas choir I'm in is singing @ a local high school...It should be ok, although I would much rather go see a movie that my friends are going to watch...But O Well..This will be the last time for a month that I'll get to see my Choir buddies!..=/ I am gonna miss them...O I just remembered that I do have to turn a paper in tomorrow, but it's done, so that's no biggie!




As for Christmas, I am very excited, yet anxious about it this year. As you all know, My parents are divorced, and my father and I are doing Christmas a little different this year; starting new traditions I guess you could say...For example, my mom never liked having a real Christmas tree, but I love real trees!!..So, on Friday, me and my dad are going to go chop one down!! =) Although Im looking forward to that, Im not looking forward to having to go to 2 different houses to have Christmas with my parents. My mom also wants me to come spend the night sometime at her house while Im on break; part of my wants to, but another part of me doesn't know if I can handle it...Im still praying about it...Please pray for me to!!!


Also, This is the first Christmas without my grandmother...I hope this isn't very hard to deal with, although, I get tears in my eyes just thinking about it... hmm. anyways..I remind myself of all the great memories that I have with her, and Im ok... I found this poem somewhere, and I liked it so much, that I put it in my quote book and Im thinking about reading it @ Christmas time...It helps me put a smile on my face about Christmas this year.... Ill post it at the end, hope you enjoy it..


Anyways...Im also looking forward to the regular holiday traditions that my family has!!..Christmas Eve Morning=Christmas with Papa and Mimi(Sylvia)...I love thinking of new gifts to make for Papa, because I am the orneriest with him, so my gifts are usually very ornery...and I have an exceptionally good one this year!! Then we(the family) enjoy very good lunch, stuffing ourselves full up to the top claiming that we will, "Never be able to eat again," or my personal favorite, "I don't think I'll ever be able to move!!" We then procede on to opening presents, and spend time talking with the aunts, uncles, cousins, we haven't see in a while...We have a great time...Then on Christmas Eve, we make our way up to Mama's house, pack everyone in to the small, yet cozy, living room, and even after proclaiming that we will never eat again, we some how manage to find room in our stomach for 2 helpings of lasagna, 2/3 pieces of garlic bread, salad, and a huge portion of Mississippi Mud for desert...After everybody has stuffed theirselves again, someone reads the Christmas story from Luke 2...we take turns reading outloud every year, and I believe that it is Jana's turn this year if I am not mistaken..anyways...we read the story to remind us the true reason for the season!!..Jesus Christ...I love this tradition.. then of course, we procede on to the presents...the little kids making out with gifts like little bandits. The funny part is that the kids get the toys, and the parents end up playing with them!!(putting them together!) =) And sometimes, if anyone is feeling brave, someone will turn on the t.v. and try to watch, It's a Wonderful Life!!.(My favorite Christmas movie!!)




Well, I guess this was a longer post than expected...but I'm so excited for Christmas!! =)


So, I better be getting ready for my choir concert!...Merry Christmas everyone!!..ttyl! =)








Christmas in Heaven


I see the countless CHRISTMAS TREES
around the world below,
with tiny lights like HEAVEN’S STARS
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so SPECTACULAR
please wipe away that tear
for I am spending CHRISTMAS
WITH JESUS CHRIST this year.


I hear the many CHRISTMAS SONGS
that people hold so dear
but the SOUND OF MUSIC can't compare
with the CHRISTMAS CHOIR up here.


I have no words to tell you
of the JOY their voices bring
for it is beyond description
to HEAR THE ANGELS SING.



I know HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME,
I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending CHRISTMAS
WITH JESUS CHRIST this year.


I can't tell you of the SPLENDOR
or the PEACE here in this place
Can you just imagine CHRISTMAS
WITH OUR SAVIOR face to face



I'll ask him to LIFT YOUR SPIRIT
as I tell him of your love
so then PRAY FOR ONE ANOTHER
as you lift your eyes above.


Please let your HEARTS BE JOYFUL
and let your SPIRIT SING
for I am spending CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN
and I’m walking WITH THE KING





Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Baby It's Cold Outside!!!

ahhh!!..I think it be a little chilly outside!!...It reminds me of one of my favorite Christmas songs...Baby It's Cold Outside!!...I find this song extremely hilarious, yet I don't know why!!..But what I found funnier was as I was walking to Saga for lunch today (saga=cafeteria) they were playing it on the speakers outside..I find this ironic, because it is cold outside today!!..The wind is really bad!!..But anyways..they were playing the version that has Frank Sinatra singing..Old Blue Eyes..how I love to hear him sing...but I kinda started dancing by myself...Swing Dancing to be exact..I was so excited to hear the song!!.. =) Yes, I am a dork, and I never claimed to be normal...so I didn't lie, and Im telling the truth!!!
In other news, it seems like all I do lately is sing, sing, sing, and write papers. Singing is wonderful, papers not so much!!.. =P
Today was Christmas chapel, and the Christmas choir I am in, sang, along with several of the other choirs. We sand 3 of our songs. The Jazz and Wind Ensemble also preformed in chapel today, and they were really good as well. But I think the most amazing part was my piano teacher...he played a piano solo, and my jaw dropped open...again. He played it for me yesterday during my lesson. Anyways, he is really good..he was bustin out some 1/64th notes!!..Not even kidding!...hmm.
Anyways, I have been singin ALL week..we had Oratorio (christmas) choir practice on Monday, had Christmas chapel today, have practice tomorrow, the ORU Family Christmas program Friday, practice again on Sunday, and then we preform Monday nite @ one of the area high schools. This is a really busy week; it is considered dead week, the week before finals, but in all reality it's HOPPIN!...and I only have 2 finals next week, but they will be over by Monday!..yay!!!..My RA is checking me out of my room for this semester on Tuesday and I will be on my way home!!..For almost a month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u believe it!!..IM SO EXCITED!!...
anyways..I better go, I have Oral Comm in 30 min.!!..(btw, I made an A on my persuasive speech!! =])

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Back in The Groove of Things..

So. I've been back in OK since Saturday afternoon. If you can recall, I spent my Thanksgiving with one of my friedns and her family in Pennsylvania. She is from NC but has some relatives in PA so her family decided to go up there for Thanksgiving. It was so much fun!..I got to meet her stepdad ( who was hilarious), her sister (she was pretty cool), her aunt, 2 cousins, and I got to see her mom again. Her mom is so sweet. Anyways. Thanksgiving dinner was sooo good!..OMG. I didnt stuff myself, but I definitly ate my share!!!.. =) I enjoyed PA so much. It was so pretty. THere were a lot of Amish farms and people there. And I enjoyed my first real Philly Cheese Steak Sandwich!!..THAT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!...I would get on an airplane right now to go get another one if I could! ...
anyways so we got up VERY VERY early on Sat. morning to come home and were back by 10:30 in the morning. My aunt, cousin, and 2 little cousins picked me up @ the airport. I was so glad to see them!..I was afraid I wasn't gonna get to see my older cousin till Christmas. So my aunt dropped us off back here @ ORU and I decided @ the spur of the moment to go home for the rest of the weekend. So I ran upstairs changed clothes and was on my way!!...Im so glad I went home. I got to hunt w/ my dad and his friend for a little while(although I fell asleep for about an hour cuz I was so tired) and then we went to his friend's house for supper and most importantly to watch the OU/OSU game!!..BOOMER SOONER baby!!!... =) that's right..OU won(of course) and is playing in the Big 12 game this Sat. Nite!!....
While I was home I also got to see all my friends @ church...I miss them so much!!...We went to eat after church, and I also ran into 2 of my friends from High School that were on the football team. I talked to them for a little bit, I was very excited to see them as well!!.. =)

Other than that, not much is going on here. Studying for finals, singing, playing the piano. The usual really. Oh, I have encountered a new series that I really enjoy reading and have become quite intrigued(spelling?) with....that would be the Twilight series. It is so good!!..I have read the 1st 3 books, and Im reading the 4th book right now..I have also seen the movie twice and plan on seeing it @ least once if not twice over Christmas break. It is so good!!!... =)
Anyways. That is about it. TTYL!!! =)
Keep the Faith!
XOXO-Aubrey

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

So!!..lol.
Today has been pretty good...not really a whole lot going on lately...Practicing like Crazy for my women's choir and Christmas concert!!..Good thing I LOVE singing!!!....
I get my grade for my persuasive speech tomorrow. Be praying for me!!!..lol. I really need this grade to be a good one...
Other than that..not much...getting ready for Thanksgiving...o and I've been missing my bestest friend like CRAZY this week...I don't know why..But i sure do miss him!!...
welp. I probably won't get to write again till next week. My women's concert tonight and then Im going home this weekend!!!!

Keep It real!...And Keep the Faith.
Peace out! =)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

That's What's Up! =)

So. Today I gave my persuasive speech!...It honestly wasn't bad at all!!..If I do say so myself...Although I did have some help from my mom so I could get a good grade on it!..lol. But it was worth 500 points althogether!!...that's a lot seeins how we only get about 2000 pts in the whole class!..anyways..I changed the topic of it to The Importance of Parental Review Committees in Public Schools!!!..I will post my outline down below after I finish writing..That way if you want to read it you can..but if u don't want to, u don't have to!!.. =)
Anyways...Next week is Thanksgiving which I am super excited for!!..As I do love to eat!.. But Friday night is our women's choir concert!!...I am looking forward to this very much because a lot of my friends and family are coming to it!..My favorite part would happen to be the song that we are singing in Latin!!!...=) I can sing in Latin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isn't that so cool!!!!!!
Other than that, not much going on lately.
Ya know, singing, dacning, playing the piano...eating, sleeping, movies, procrastinating homework, and then doing very well under pressure!..pretty much the life of a college student! =) nightey nite!


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PERSUASIVE SPEECH


Title: Importance of Parental Review Committees in Public Schools

Proposition of :This is a proposition of Policy because it states an issue, and the solution that should be put into place.

Specific Speech Purpose: To persuade the audience why it is important to have a parental review committee of text books and curriculum in public schools.
Introduction: Imagine as a parent, your child coming home saying that they’ve seen pornography. Not on the street corner or in a store, but rather in one of their classrooms. As a child who went through the public school system, I understand firsthand how difficult it can be to maintain Christian values with opposition of selective school curriculum. Today I challenge you to consider the benefit for a parental review committee of selected classroom materials in public schools.
Transition: These committees are beneficial for not only the child, but the Christian community, and the school district as well.
Body Outline:
I- The children of the schools would benefit from the parental review committee because the curriculum being used would be balanced in what it taught instead of being one-sided.

A- Most public school curriculums involve required reading, where the children do not get to choose what they do and don’t read.
1- According to the website Education Seek, Christian parents prefer sending their kids to private schools because they are almost always in a Christian environment (Christian Schools, Education Seek).
2- The children are able to learn what is needed for life, and handle any situations that are thrown their way.
3- They can continue to grow in their beliefs and further develop their values as Christians.
4- By contrast in the public schools, students are required to complete reading assignments and classroom activities that are selected by a teacher for the entire district.
B- An example of this selection process comes from my life. The summer before my sophomore year, my A.P. English class was assigned a book to read over the break entitled Bless Me Ultima. Being the great, overachieving student I am, I waited till about three weeks before school started to even pick the book up off the floor, let alone start reading it. I got approximately halfway through the book when I began to discover things that I didn’t think I really should be reading. The book was full of witchcraft; not only did it talk about it, but it also gave instructions on how to perform it. I immediately took the book to my parents who, I might add, were infuriated. They then proceeded to take the book to the school board to have it taken off of the required reading list. Long story short, only after about two months, and the backing of approximately 500 parents and people from my church and community did the school board decide to take the book of the list.
Transition: When it comes to their beliefs and values, the Christian community can have a tremendous effect on decisions made within the school district.
II- By involving more Christians, and placing them on the review committee, the Christian community, as a whole, would have more say about what was going on in their local schools.
A- As referenced by their online website, the Technical Journal found that approximately 90% of people surveyed would prefer to have the theory of evolution and the Creation story taught in public school systems (Bergman, "Teaching Creation in Public Schools”).
1-My personal belief goes back to Genesis 1:1 when the Bible states, “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth (Bible, Genesis 1:1).”
2-Although my beliefs are of the Creation story, to keep the balance of the curriculum, as stated before hand, the theory of evolution would also have to be at least explained.
B- According to the Constitutional Conflict Website, the evolution vs. intelligent design case controversy in Dover Pennsylvania of 2005 demonstrates the influence the Christian community can have while in the school district. Originally the school only taught the theory of evolution excluding the Creation Theory. The parents took the issue before the school board and it eventually wound up in the state supreme court resulting in a six week trial (Exploring Constitutional Conflicts, The Evolution controversy). The outcome of the trial stated that the biology teachers of Dover High School in Pennsylvania were required to explain Darwin’s theory along with the definition of a theory (Kitzmiller v. Dover). They were also required to say that “Intelligent Design differs from Darwin’s point of view and is an explanation of the origin of life (Kitzmiller v. Dover).”
Transition: That was a result of the public outcry of the Christian community that kept Christian students within the public school system.
III- The parent review committee recommends curriculum which complements the students families morals and values, which ultimately maintains the student population in the district.
A-Maintaining or increasing the student population within the district preserves revenue within the school district.
1- It the students leave because they aren’t happy with the curriculum the revenue decreases and the local economy and community suffers.
B-When interviewed the chairman of the Johnson O’Malley committee for Vinita Public Schools, in Vinita OK, stated that, “The School District received $160,000 in revenue in 2008 due to a 38% Native American student population(Cheryl Crawford, Vinita School District JOM chariman).”
1- If the Native American population were to decrease, because they were not happy with the school curriculum, the amount of money, received by the school, would decrease as well.
Transition: By installing a parental review committee, the curriculum in the school would be made satisfactory to everyone.
Conclusion: Today you have heard why the parental committee would be beneficial for the students of the public school system, how the committee could have a positive effect on the Christian community and how the parent group would support the school’s district by maintaining the student population. As young men and women of God, in the future, please consider implementing or serving on a parental review committee within your public school district to maintain the beliefs and values that we hold as Christians.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Speech!

Ok. So I really hate to public speak..I can, and for the most part I do a good job, but I hate to!...
But I did really well on my Informative speech, and now we are working on our Persuasive Speech. Im really excited to get to do this speech beacuse I have picked an interesting topic; The Importance of a Nucular (spelling?) Family...basically why a divorce is destructful...
I havent spent very much time researching-only about an hour so far-and already I've found a bunch of information; a lot coming from James Dobson's organization Focus on the Family. I love this organization because they give a Christian view/advice/perspective on everything.
Anyways, that's a sneak peek of my persuasive speech.
We also recently had an Oral Comm. test..(Oral Communications=Speech)..and I got a 94 on it!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ...that made me VERY VERY VERY happy!!


SO now. Im doing nothing. Sitting in my dorm room, procrastinating more research, debating wether or not to take a nap, and wondering what time I should go eat.
Yes. I guess you could say, the life of a college student.
God Bless. =)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Thanksgiving!!!!!

SO!!..my friend Krystine's family is going to Pennsylvania for Thanksgiving...and they called her and told her to buy a ticket so she could go too...They also said that it would be ok if she were to invite me if she wanted!!..
SOOOOO!!!!!!!!...Im going to Pennsylvania for Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!!!!..Im so excited!..That's one of the states that I've never been too!...

anyways!..
nothing else really
gettin ready to fix my schedule for next semester..and then some homework
...just the life of a college student!! =)

Monday, November 10, 2008

A Rainy Day..

So today has been a VERY rainy day...all I wanted to do was climb under the covers and watch movies...unfortunatly I had class!!!...It was also VERY cold outside today...which isn't good. If it keeps on raining, and the temperature continues to drop, it will start snowing!!!!!..That's not really what I want to do with my weekend... =/
Anyways. Not much is happening around here. I went Blues Dancing last night..I am growing to love it more and more which seems impossible!!!!!...and one of the really good guys and girls thought I was doing excellent, which was super exciting to hear!!.. =)

So I talked to my dad about changing majors...Right now Im majoring in Worship Arts...but I've been thinking and praying about Psychology for about 3 weeks to a month now...I find human behavior very interesting, and It's been on my heart a lot lately. Im going to get a degree plan sheet on Wednesday so I can reorganize my schedule for next semester. I will have to take a foreign language, and Im going to take French...im so excited about this!!.I've wanted to learn French for a LONG time...I think it is such a pretty language...

Anyways, not much else going on...Eat, Sleep, Go to class, Dance and Homework...pretty much the life of a college student!! =)

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Around campus...






So here are a few pictures around campus. I don't have very many right now, but will try and take some more sometime soon. The campus is so beautiful, although they are doing a lot of construction around here at the moment. The picture on the left is of the Timko Barton (T.B.) building. This is the music building where most of my classes take place. The picture below on the right is of the Prayer Tower, which is in the background, and the T.B. again. And the picture below on the left is of T.B. while walking from my dorm.

Anyways. Life is great. I went Blues Dancing last night!!..It was so much fun!. I love to dance, and have a new passion for it...I want to dance all the time now... In fact we are going again tonight, and probably tomorrow night as well!!.. =)

It's a lot of fun when you get a guy who actually knows how to dance..They make you feel like you know what you are doing...and they make you look good!...

In other news..(this is a little late)...we have a new president-elect...Barak Obama..hmm. Im not exactly thrilled with the outcome..(I voted for Senator McCain)...but I know that God is in control..He will take care of his people...although I don't like the fact Mr. Obama won, the Bible says pray for your leaders...so that's what I continue to do....And I am alive to see history made...an African American president...that's pretty exciting... One of the teacher's found a quote that describes the situation well... "Rosa sat so Martin could walk. Martin walked so Barak could run."..it refers to Rosa parks not giving up her seat on the bus...so Martin Luther KingJr. could walk for peace/equality....so Barak Obama could run for president.

Anyways..the first basketball games are today...So I better get going..they start pretty soon..then Blues Dancing!....

P.S. GO EAGLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Friday, November 7, 2008

Playing Catch-Up!!

Well!! Hey There!!..It's been a while hasen't it??!!!...
So much to talk about, so I better get started!!...

Hmm. What's been happening lately?..O yes...I am in full fledge swing of College Mode!!..Im attending ORal Roberts University and I absolutly LOVE it!!!....It's so much fun...I've made so many new friends...everyone here is so nice...It's absolutly amazing to be in a Christian environment 99% of the time!!...Most everyone is here because they WANT to be...not because they have to be...Anyways...right now I'm majoring in Worship Arts, or learning to be a praise and worship leader....but i've been thinking heavily recently about changing my major to Psychology, and minoring in Worship Arts...I don't know how to explain it, but lately I've had psychology on my heart...now I'm still praying about it, and

I have to talk to my dad...but IDK...it could be...

The past 6 months have been crazy...as you may recall back in May, a month before my BDAY exactly, my grandmother passed away...It was so heartbreaking, and I still miss her terribly..some days, to be honest, I really don't know what to do.... But I continue to lean on God...He is helping me make progress, and a hope that keeps me going is that I will get to see her again Someday!!..Which makes me so excited...It is so much different living without her...whenever I think about anything, somehow it always drifts back to my memories with her...They were so good. And I love to think about her. She was so sweet, Loved everyone, and was so precious....

..And then.. In July, I found out my mother moved out of the house, (She moved out while I was @ camp.)...This was devastating as well. Growing up in a home with both your parents in the same home all your life, and then all of a sudden them getting a divorce....WOW...but I knew it was coming...My relationship with my mother is not well at all. In fact this past summer..right after I graduated....Our relationships status was so bad, that If my grandmother would've been alive, I would've moved in with her in a heartbeat and stopped talking to my mother....and my father would've been ok with it...Boy would she be disappointed with my parents if she was here today!!...anyways..Im working through this...MY HOUSE...I still consider to be where my dad live..because it is MY HOME...and my mothers house is just my mother's house. It's still so hard to deal with the divorce factor right now, that I can not consider my mother's house, my home as well....but gradually God is dealing with me...and my heart...
So we will not dwell on these things right now...


As for some crazy awesome new skills I've learned while @ college....
..well. My youth pastor and friends say that they can see a difference in my piano skills, and how they've improved... yay!!! =)
..AND!!..I've learned how to dance!!..SWING DANCE!!!...it's so awesome!!..I've learned 2 versions of swing...Lindy Hop and East Coast Style Swing...I've also learned a Blues/Tango fusion, and to Blues Dance....which I'm doing tonight!!! =)

As for my school work..overall, it's pretty easy...
Oral Communications is my least fav. class, and I am working hard to bring up my grade!!..In fact I have a test in an hour, that I've been studying for all week!!...

well, Ill put some pictures of the campus and stuff on here soon!!..ttyl!! =)
Keep the Faith and God Bless!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

So Much!!!!

So much has happened in the last couple of months. Where do I begin...well I guess I'll start with my grandmother.

As I'd written before, she'd been ill..she had fallen last August, and it just went downhill from there. Although there were several times we thought she was gone, she hung in there...But on May 12, just 5 days before her 97th birthday, she passed away. She was a fabulous woman, and I love and miss her very much...people say that time heals everything, but i really dont know if it will. I had spent just about every day of everysummer with her, and use to spend almost everyday out of the year with her. She was Amazing. She loved everyone, even people she had just met. It's so hard. Everytime I do something, I always think of her. Everything reminds me of her, and i guess thats not bad, because i can rememeber all the good times we had....But since she has died, it feels like i've lost my best friend. Im absolutly heartbroken. I really dont know how long it will take before i can really talk about her, or think about her without crying. But i do know, since she has passed on, my life hasnt been the same without her. I think these days im more quiet than i was before...yes i still have my teenage moments where im very goofy and silly, but i catch myself being quiet more than i use to be.

On an oppostie note, only 28 days before I move into my dorm room!!..Im so excited!!!..I will be attending Oral Roberts University....I only know 1 of my friends that goes there, but i've met many people on facebook that are going there in the fall. So it will be fun. Im really excited..Although Im still working on the scholarships. Ive received a few, but Im suppose to audition in the music department for a big one. The Cherokee Nation will also pay for my housing, so there's a few thousand less that I'll have to worry about. But I'm really excited!!..I have 2 sets of aunts and uncles that I will be about 5-10 minutes away from..And then my dad's business partner and his family lives only about 2 minutes away!!...Plus i have a cousin who lives in Broken Arrow, and my old pastor that retired last fall, him and his wife are moving to B.A. also!!...I still have to get all of my stuff tho. I found this comforter and sheets to match @ Wal Mart that I really like, and ill get towels and some organizer things...and some food..lol!!..They supply us with fridges and microwaves...yay!...
well so Im ready to go to college, but im not ready to leave my dad.. I will miss getting to run around with him very much..although i wont be that far from the house...but still!!

Some more exciting news!!....I get to go on a mission trip to L.A.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. Im so excited!...we will be working 3 days @ the dreamcenter, and then for 2-3 days we will be sightseeing!!..So places like the walk of fame, hard rock cafe-hollywood...HOLLYWOOD!!!....THE BEACH!!...here's some wishful thinking for ya..we might get a picture with a star!!..lol... who knows...anyways..ill have to miss 2 days of school, but i think it will definitly be worth it....
well..ive gotta go!...I have p&w practice tonight....and then i might go run a mile or so...well ill ttyl!..

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Maybe its all a bad dream...

Well, my great grandmother died Monday. Im so upset. She was my favorite person in the whole wide world!!...She was the best ever!!...She was 96 and would've been 97 on Saturday...I loved her so much...I have so many memories with her...most of them make me laugh and cry at the same time..
One time (I was about 4 or 5) and I was standing on the couch looking out the window at the cows. I looked at her and I said, "Those are my cows." She said, "O really, and just where did you get them?" Without missing a beat, I replied "WalMart." I got them from WalMart because back then I thought everything came from WalMart. =) This was her favorite story. And she told it to everyone who visited. She also would tell it over and over again to me. Its also one of my favorite memories...
One of the other things I remember doing quite often is whenever I would see my parents drive up I would run and hide behind the LAZboy chair and Id tell Grandma, "Dont tell them where Im at!!"I wanted to stay with my grandma for forever....Of course it was the same chair Id hide behind everyday... but she never told them. =)
I loved her so much...I loved everything about her. Her eyes, her smile, her personality, and her little body. I loved it all..
I loved the movie night that we would have..(me, Jana, Trent, Aunt Kathy, and Grandma.) We would all go to grandma's house and spend the night. We would stay up and watch movies (usually disney channel!) and we'd all eat a bunch of popcorn.
I loved getting to spend the night with Grandma.
One thing I remember doing the most @ Gma's is baking cakes. Whenever I would go over to her house, we would bake a cake together. And the next one was always better than the last one!...Grandma fed everyone who ever entered the door @ her house. When me and my dad would go over to her house she would ask, "Aren't you guys hungry? Can't I feed you?" If you said yes, she would hop up and fix you something to eat. If you said no, she would ask you over and over until you said yes. Well one time my dad and I said yes were hungry so she feed us. Well after cleaning up the dishes we sat down to talk with her again. And she turned to my dad( who is a little plump) and said, "Honey, Are you watching your weight? Im worried about you." ....this makes me laugh everytime I hear it...Dad wanted to say, well Grandma its because you are always feedin me...but he didnt....he probably would've got slapped if he did say it...Grandma might've weighed 86lbs, but she could still woop him if she wanted...She was as stubborn as a Missiouri mule, and as tough as an old boot......She was the best.
Well today is her funeral...I really dont want this day to happen. I wish it was all a bad dream that I could wake up from...I wish I could go over to her house right now and she would open the door and look up @ me and smile that pretty smile..and say I love you so much....But thats not how its going to happen...The family lunch is @ 12 and then the funeral is @ 2...Me and my friend Brice are playing the first song @ the funeral...we decided to play HOMESICK by MERCYME....and hopefully I can get through it without crying...
it just feels like everything is coming apart....I mean what am I going to do without my little grandma...My aunt Lea said that she was talking to grandma one time after grandpa died. Grandma said that it never got easier after grandpa died, even tho everyone said it would....well how do I know its gonna get easier...
I know she's in a better place..and she's with Grandpa...I know Ill get to see her again one day...But I miss her so much...its unreal...and its only been 4 days.....
Well i better go get ready...

Oh and Grandma. I love you the mostest!!!!!
=) All my love!!
XOXOXO
~Aubrey

Friday, May 9, 2008

College Visit!!

Ok...so I have some new information. Instead of attending the University of Oklahoma, and being an official Sooner Girl, I have decided to go to Oral Roberts University.
I think that I will like it much better at ORU than I would @ OU.

So I went down this past Tuesday and took a campus tour. I got to meet with my admissions counselor, and he was extremely nice..(not to mention kinda cute!!.) but that's another story now isnt it!..lol. Anyways..everyone I met was extremely nice, and i enjoyed it very much.

My tour guide was a sophomore student, and her name was Kate. She was super sweet, and I enjoyed her company very much!..She was showing us (me and my dad) around the campus, and she told us that every building on the ORU campus is symbolic in some way. For example, @ one of the buildings, their was a fountain. @ the top of the fountain it was triangular. This had one big spout and poured down to a layer below. The layer below had 12 little spouts that poured out into yet another layer. The layer @ the top represented Jesus. He poured out all his knoweledge and teaching into the twelve disciples (represented by the 12 spouts). The disciples then poured out what they learned to the rest of the world (the layer @ the bottom). I thought this was really neat. Next time I visit the campus I will have to remember to take my camera and get a picture of it!....But every building had symbolisim like that.
So I am officially an ORU Golden Eagle. I also got to see the chapel while I was visiting. It was absolutly beautiful. It was so big!!!!!!!!!!..I loved it!

Anyways. On to other news. Only 14 days until I graduate(weekends included)and its 10 days without the weekends!!...yay!!..I am excited, but at the same time I am extremely nervous....Some days I wish I could stay in high school for forever. And other days I cant wait to get out of that place!!..

Prom is tomorrow... =/ I have mixed feelings about that...I really cant wait to get it over with!!...But I hope it is fun...I went and got my nails done today..i really like them, although it is tough to adjust to fake nails....it also makes it a little difficult to play the piano!..But I have to work with it..They look very pretty though. I had the french tips put on..and then the girl painted a red stripe across them and then put a flower on each of my ring fingers...They are very cute, and I will have to take a picture of them before I pull them off... My hair appointment is at 9 or 930 in the morning, and I am very excited about it!!..I have a tiara to put in my hair!....I know im a princess all the time, but now everyone will know!!!!!!!... =P I think the dressing up part will be fun, and I pray that the prom part will be fun!...i dont have a date, but im hoping that it will be ok....I will get to dance with all my girls!!..lol..

I have been patiently waiting for a new car...and hopefully its almost here!!..Im trying to talk dad into letting me get a mustang!!...I really want one!!..I think we might go look @ cars next Saturday night!!..We passed a dealership the other day, and we got to stop @ it, and he let me sit in a convertible!!...I loved it!!...I sat in it for 20 minutes and then he had to literally DRAG me out of it!!!!!!!...Although when I get one, it probably wont be a convertible. My Grandpa would think my dad's gone crazy and probably have him committed it i did get 1!!

Well thats about it for a while...only 33 days till my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!..yay!!!!!!

XOXOXO
~Aubrey

Sunday, March 2, 2008

College doubts....

Ok...so as I said earlier I am an Official Sooner Girl!!..and I love it!!..although I have had my doubts...I don't really know where to start, so I'll just jump in.


I've had many doubts about attending OU in the fall. I mean, first of all, Im Daddy's Little Girl...what am I going to do without him..Im use to getting to see him everyday, and to go from that to seeing him once maybe twice a month is a big change.

Second of all Im afraid of loosing my best friend.. His name is Brice. This is a picture of us together...He's only a freshman, but he really is my best friend. He is always there for me, and we do everything together. Im afraid that when I go off to college he'll find a new best friend...Im afraid that Ill be replaced. And I cant handle that. I shouldn't worry..We made a promise that we would call each other at least twice a week to talk to each other...but still. But We have the kind of friendship we can tell each other anything.
It was very funny the other day. We just got a new youth pastor 2 months ago, so he is still learning about all of us @ church...Well..Brice and I both play in the band @ church. He plays guitar, I the piano..So anyways, I had to run Brice back to his house because he 4got his picks for the guitar...Well I had just put lotion on from Bath and Body Works that was suppose to smell like chocolate and orchids...well Brice thought it smelled like Carmex...so he started calling me chapstick...well I was arguing with him that it didnt as we were walking out the door...we had been going on for about 10 minutes...we were almost out the door, and Pastor James(P.J.) said are you sure you two aren't married...lol..we both looked @ each other and started laughing...well we went to his house and got the picks, and when we got back to the youth building, we were picking @ each other again..and P.J. looked @ us and said, "Are you two still @ it?" it was so funny...
That's the kind of relationship we have. We go together like PB and J..I promise this is what God did..He looked down and saw me...said Wow she's kinda boring..he added Brice to my life, looked down again, and said..That's AMAZING!!!!...
I know with a relationship like that I shouldn't be worried..but I can't help it...I guess it's human nature.
I even talked to him about me going to ORU, and he thinks that I should go ahead and go to OU...I shouldn't pass up the chance..and I think he's right...It's just gonna be hard to say goodbye the last night I get to spend with him. I cry everytime I think about it...Like Now..lol...
I told him that, and he told me not to cry cause it was gonna make him cry..and I still have like 6 months left before I go..
But even though Im worried, I know God will take care of everything...He wont let me loose my best friend just when I need him most.....
Other than that, Im really excited about OU...I've already started making a list of things I need..Including my new car...Im praying for a powder blue new body style mustang...Dad said it could possibly be my graduation/18th birthday present..Im also trying to become a football trainer for them next year. I pray to God that works out..I know I would have so much fun...I won't know my roommate tho..Everyone that Im friends with from my school that's going to OU already has a roommate...So I guess it's gonna be a suprise...
Im praying that God gives me a good one....someone that's a Christian and easy to get along with. I don't know if I can handle having a bad roommate and being away from my bestest friend all at the same time..
Im staying positive though...this is how my Aunt met one of her best friends she has now..they were roommates in college together...so it will be good...
Speaking of Graduation...only 11 weeks left!!!...I am excied about that!!..Although there is one thing...my graduation is the same night as my cousin's...I know it stinks...Im so bummed..It means our family will be separated...My Mama( my dad's mom) will probably go to her graduation..and my Papa and Sylvia(dad's dad and stepmom) are planning on coming to mine...But my Aunt Lea and her family will probably go to Jana's too..I was talking to my dad about this and he simply said, "well, you were born to a son, and not a daughter.." I guess it's true...Aunt Lea and Aunt Kathy have a special relationship...so o well...
But Im having a big graduation party @ my house after graduation..a lot of my mom's side of the family are coming...and quite a few from my dad's side...

Monday, February 18, 2008

Sooner Born and Sooner Bred..

.........Sooner Raised and Sooner Dead..Boomer Sooner.

These are some of the words to the famous OU fight song...a song that I will be hearing a lot of VERY soon!!!
That's right!!...What Im trying to say, is that I have been accepted to OU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As you can tell, Im kinda excited!!...ok.Im really excited!!!!!!!!!!!.

Ive always wanted to go to OU, and now Im finally gonna have my chance...
Well, Ill elaborate later.
XOXO~Aubrey